fascination street

a lack of color

NOTHING BETTER

tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better...than making you my bride, and slowly growing old together...

the promise

I'm sorry, but I'm just thinking of the right words to say. I know they don't sound the way I planned them to be. But if you wait around a while, I'll make you fall for me, I promise, I promise you I will...

how i go

Posted on 6:26 PM No Comments















i could tell you the wildest of tales
my friend the giant and traveling sales
tell you all the times that i failed
the years all behind me
the stories excelled.
and i'm drying out
crying out
this isn't how i go

i could tell you of a man not so tall
who said life's a circus and so we are small
tell you of a girl that i saw
i froze in the moment and she changed it all

and i'm drying out
crying out
this isn't how i go
hurry now
lay me down
and let these waters flow
flow...

son i am not everything you thought that i would be
but every story i have told is part of me

and you keep the air in my lungs
floating along as a melody comes
and my heart beats like timpani drums
keeping the time while a symphony strums
and i'm drying out
crying out
this isn't how i go
hurry now
lay me down
and let these waters flow...
flow....
let it flow
let it flow

son i am not everything you thought that i would be
but every story i have told is part of me
son i leave you now but you have so much more to do
and every story i have told is part of you

wala pa ung part ni
ma'am eden abando mendoza
malapit ng maging
member ng team mendoza
how i go.mp3


you have stolen my heart

Posted on 9:23 PM No Comments
















We watch the season
Pull up it’s own stakes
And catch the last weekend
Of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

Invitation only
Grand Farewells
Crush the best one
Of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed
Too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart
You have stolen my heart

And from the ball room floor
We are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all
Will sleep well
Sleep Well

Sleep Well
Sleep Well
Sleep Well

you have stolen
you have stolen
you have stolen my heart

Watch you spin around
In your highest heels
You are the best one
Of the best ones
We
All
Look
Like
We
Feel

you have stolen my
you have stolen my
you have stolen my heart

mas mabilis na version

stolen2.mp3

new american classic

Posted on 9:11 PM No Comments

















"We've got to get better," I said, "It's all in your head."
We could live through these letters or forget it all together
See the months they don't matter it's the days I can't take
When the hours move to minutes and I'm seconds away

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing about

When all that we need is just a reaction
It's too much to ask for when there's no attraction anymore
If chasing our dreams is just a distraction
I want to remember when I know that I can't go back

Just ask the question come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

Just ask the question (just ask the question) come untie the knot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Retrace the steps (retrace the steps) as if we forgot
Say you won't care, say you won't care
Try to avoid it (try to avoid it) but there's not a doubt
And there's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing
There's one thing I can do nothing about.

solo pa lang eto
hihintayin ko pa si esis para double vox
tas pag-aaralan ko pa ung adlib

new american class...

true

Posted on 8:57 PM No Comments














I won't talk
I won't breathe
I won't move till you finally see
that you belong with me

you might think
I don't look
but deep inside in the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you

I'm weak
it's true
cause I'm afraid to know the answer
do you want me too?
cause my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited
this is true

you don't know
what you do
everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move

I'm weak
it's true
I'm just scared to know the ending
do you see me too?
do you even know you meant me

I know when I go
I'll be on my way to you
the way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
to the only thing thats true
so I will not hide
its time to try anything to be with you
all my life I've waited

this is true

naging favorite ko na ito
ang kulit anuh
true.mp3

save me from me

Posted on 9:04 PM No Comments

If you only knew the pain
The pain I keep inside
The pain that makes me "me"
Then without it who am I
In a room with broken walls
I lay in scene and dreams
I want you to see

I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breathe for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need

And I'm losing my will
Just to hold you in
I'm giving up the hope
That you could have been the one
To save me from me
And now our lips will meet
and i'll taste their defeat
I'll give in this once

I'm cold and white
I'm holding on
I'll try to breath for you
I'm crying out
I'm singing loud
You could be all I need

Still I know I'll carry on
Guide me through the life I lost
To find these faults in me

To find these faults in me

To save me from me

kmanta ko kagabi kai
c esis ang nagbackup vox
at ung plucking parts
save me from me.mp...



straightjacket feeling

Posted on 6:49 PM No Comments

Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, straightjacket feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be,
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
Off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

but today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There will be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
grip falls away

Yesterday was hell
But Today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all I ever thought you would be
That face is tearing holes in me,

But today I'm fine without you
Runaway this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

hardcore to:
straightjacket fee...

sweetest goodbye

Posted on 10:25 PM No Comments

Where you are seems to be
As far as an eternity
Outstretched arms open hearts
And if it never ends then when do we start?
I’ll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how i
Dream away everyday
Try so hard to disregard
The rhythm of the rain that drops
And coincides with the beating of my heart

I’ll never leave you behind
Or treat you unkind
I know you understand
And with a tear in my eye
Give me the sweetest goodbye
That I ever did receive

Pushing forward and arching back
Bring me closer to heart attack
Say goodbye and just fly away
When you comeback
I have some things to say

How does it feel to know you never have to be alone
When you get home
There must be someplace here that only you and I could go
So I can show you how I feel

eto naman trip ko to

sweetest goodbye.m...

kismet

Posted on 10:21 PM No Comments

Didn’t mean to take you for granted
Didn’t mean to show I don’t care
Didn’t mean to throw away this once in a lifetime of chance
Being with you

And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet’s a dance

This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together

Pride no longer has room in me
On bended knees in public I cry
Your name for everyone to know that I love you, I love you
Please hear me now

And I’ll drive for 2 hours
To bring Butterfingers
I don’t mind the distance
This kismet’s a dance

This time I surrender
My everything forever
Life doesn’t matter
Just our souls together

eto rin para kay kai

kismet.mp3


spanky

Posted on 10:19 PM No Comments

Bakit ba ganyan,
Ang ibig ko'y lagi kang pagmasdan?
Umula't umaraw ay hindi pagsasawaan
Ang iyong katangian
Damdamin ko'y ibang-iba kapag kapiling ka, sinta.

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala.

Bakit ba ganyan,
Kung minsan ay nauutal sa kaba
Kapag ika'y kausap na?
Ngunit lumalakas ang loob kung ikaw ay nakatawa.

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala (oh)

Ewan ko, bakit ba ganyan;
Damdamin ay di maintindihan?
Kailangan ang pag-ibig mo
Dahil sa ako'y nagmamahal sa 'yo
Magmula nang kita'y makilala.
(Bakit ba ganyan, hah)

request to ni kai
ewan ko kung bakit ba ganyan

bakit ba ganyan.mp...

be my cinderella

Posted on 9:48 PM No Comments


You have my heart, and we'll never be a world apart
Maybe in magazines, but you'll still be my star
Baby cause in the Dark, You can`t see shiny Cars
And that's when you need me there
With you I'll always share
Because

When the sun shines
We’ll shine together
Told you I'll be here forever
said I'll always be your friend
Took an oath Imma stick it out 'till the end
Now that it's raining more than ever
Know that we`ll still have each other
You can stand under my Umbrella
You can stand under my Umbrella
(Ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh)
Under my umbrella
(ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)


You're becoming a dream to me
a fairytale fantasy
nothing can never compare
an image to my memory
girl i'm asking could you be my queen?
a vision on a magazine
thats when ill be there
its something we both share
[because]
when the sun shine well shine together
you know ill be here forever
although its alot of rain outside
girl its gettin late and you can stay the night
but you can dip out anytime whenever
i can call a cab i aint tryna stress ya
im looking for the one with the glass slippa'

baby girl you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh)
you can be my cinderella (ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)

huwag kayong tatawa:
cinderella.mp3

shooting star

Posted on 6:54 PM No Comments


So many times you've hurt me
So many times you've fooled me
But you'll be doing it again

So many times we've spent in
Too many lives we've been in
But you're doing it again

To me the nights have fallen
The lights are on and off again
Is there a chance that you won't die
Won't die, with me tonight?

Like a shooting star to where you are
Are we too late am I too soon?
You'll make it through you've gone too far
Will you ever be my star?

I'm holding on to nothing
No reason worth for living
I'm calling out to you

If it's the only way to keep you
Then I dont want to break you
[Shooting Star lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

I'm losing grip again

With you the nights have fallen
The lights are on and off again
Is there a chance that you wont die
Won't die, with me tonight?

Like a shooting star to where you are
Are we too late am I too soon
You'll make it through you've gone too far
Will you ever be my star?

You're a shooting star to where you are
Are we too late am I too soon
You'll make it through you've gone too far
Will you ever be my star?
Will you ever be my star?

You're walking away
I'll be seeing you through a satellite

If you go
Then I'm walking away

ang lungkot uli:
lahat ng hale pra kay kai

shooting star.mp3

the ballad of

Posted on 6:51 PM No Comments


There are 8 billion people in this world
8 billion lives are changing
Never felt so alone

Would you consider me inspite of this?
I'm always the one who loses
Would you make me better?

How, how, how will we make this work?
Why do you have to be so far?
It's all clear now I'm gonna keep you
Like flowing water into forever

That look is all I need to get by
Like living in some illusion
I never felt so alive

I know that there will be flaws around us
The silly wars that we'll be fighting
Yes, I'll be fighting

How, how, how will we make this work?
Why do you have to be so far?
It's all clear now I'm gonna keep you

Like flowing water into forever

It's all clear now I'm gonna keep you
Like flowing water into forever
Into forever now
I'll be the one who holds you dear

There are 8 billion people in this world
8 billions live are changing and you're the one I need

eto pa isa:

the ballad of.mp3

movie

Posted on 6:37 PM No Comments

The movie is done once more
The mood sets in with lights
Let’s wait for them to leave
I was never one for crowds

I look down on the floor
Everything’s undone
Yet we’ve been so much more
Than a full length feature

We long for escape
Let this memory take shape
For the heroes we often see
I don’t know if it’s me
Or the movies we’ve seen
I don’t remember
As well as i should

I stay so silent with your arms adjacent
And credits may soon roll away

You have my jacket on
Comfort in my warmth
I’m used to the cold(i’m used to the cold)

And i hope you’d agree
How this story should be
How i wish i could change the scenes
I’d write on the next page
An early coming of age
For me to tell you
As well as i could

I stay so silent
With your arms adjacent
And credits may soon roll away
Could i stay so silent with
Your arms adjacent
The vagueness may soon come to light

Should i stay so silent with your arms adjacent
As i play my part in my show

Forever shall i be the ill-fated type
Forever must i be the one you confide to
Forever must i be the pages you need
For you to write all your secrets that
You hope i would keep

Forever must i drive you home late at night
After watching these films that seems to imitate life
Forever must i be the opinion you seek
Forever will i be the friend that you would keep

hardcore sa lungkot to:

movie.mp3



kunwalakai

Posted on 10:32 PM No Comments

Natapos na ang lahat
Nandito pa rin ako
Hetong nakatulala
Sa mundo

Hindi mo maiisip
Hindi mo makikita
Ang mga pangarap ko
Para sa iyo

Oh…
Hindi ko maisip
Kung wala ka
Oh…
sa buhay ko

Nariyan ka pa ba
Hindi ko na matanaw
Kung merong madadaanang
Pasulong, pasulong

Sundan mo ang paghimig na lulan
Ng aking pinagtatanto
Sundan mo ang paghimig ko

eto request ni kai ganda
la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫

kung wala ka.mp3



so impossible

Posted on 10:21 PM No Comments

So she says
"Everyone's going to the party,
won't you come if I come
with a friend for your friend?
I'd be so pleased to see you
out of the classroom wearing the smile that I'll bring you.
I was hoping to learn a few things like..
Do you do you like dishing the dirt
on the whole class or
talking the big smack or
playing the fool or
wearing all of the latest fashions
or bucking the new trends
or wearing your old threads.
or If you like coffee in the evening
These are a few things that I'd like to know
that I'd like to know"

So I say...
"I've been scheduled to work but I'll call in
and my friend isn't busy
he'd be happy to join me
and maybe my friend
and your friend
will hit it off or maybe we will?"

I'm dying to know
do you do you like dreaming of things
so impossible or only the practical
or ever the wild or waiting through all your bad bad days
just to end them with
someone you care about
or do you like making out
and long drives and brown eyes
and guys that just
don't quite fit in
yeah do you like them
So yes, I'll see you there.

o check nyo kung paano ako kumanta:
la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫la♫
(ala red riding hood)

so impossible.mp3

standard lines

Posted on 10:26 PM No Comments

Which of the bold faced lies will we use?
I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it,
this will be the best for us both in the end.

But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours
and I starve for you.
But this new diet's liquid
and dulling to the senses.
And it's crude but it will do.

Which of the standard lines will we use?
I've been meaning to call you. I've just been so busy.
We'll catch up soon.
Let's make it a point to.

o pkinggan nyo ako kmanta:
take 1
standard take1.mp3
take 2
standard take1.mp3

the brilliant dance

Posted on 8:17 PM No Comments

So this is odd,
the painful realization that all has gone wrong.
And nobody cares at all,
and nobody cares at all.

So you buried all your lover's clothes
and burned the letters lover wrote,
but it doesn't make it any better.
Does it make it any better?
And the plaster dented from your fist
in the hall where you had your first kiss
reminds you that the memories will fade.

So this is strange,
our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance
where nobody leads at all,
where nobody leads at all.

And the picture frames are facing down
and the ringing from this empty sound
is deafening and keeping you from sleep.
And breathing is a foreign task
and thinking's just too much to ask
and you're measuring your minutes by a clock that's blinking eights.

This is incredible. Starving, insatiable,
yes, this is love for the first time.
Well you'd like to think that you were invincible.
Yeah, well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
Well this is the last time.

o pakinggan nyo ako kmanta:

brilliant take1.mp...

screaming infidelities

Posted on 7:53 PM No Comments


I'm missing your bed I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak,
And this bottle of beast Is taking me home

I'm cuddling close
To blankets and sheets
But you're not alone, and you're not discreet
Make sure I know who's taking you home.

I'm reading your note over again
There's not a word that I comprehend,
Except when you signed it
"I will love you always and forever."

Well As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs
And sit alone and wonder How you're making out
But as for me, I wish that I was anywhere with anyone
Making out...

I'm missing your laugh
How did it break?
And when did your eyes begin to look fake?
I hope you're as happy as you 're pretending.
I'm cuddling you close
to blankets and sheets
I am alone In my defeat
I wish I knew you were safely at home
I'm missing your bed I never sleep
Avoiding the spots where we'd have speak,
and This bottle of beast is taking me home.

Your hair, it's everywhere.
Screaming infidelities
And taking its wear


o pakinggan nyo ako kmanta:

screaming take1.mp...

stolen

Posted on 8:17 PM No Comments

We watch the season pull up its own stakes
And catch the last weekend of the last week
Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced,
Another sun soaked season fades away

You have stolen my heart

Invitation only, grant farewells
Crash the best one, of the best ones
Clear liquor and cloudy eyed, too early to say goodnight

You have stolen my heart

And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration
One good stretch before our hibernation
Our dreams assured and we all, will sleep well

You have stolen
You have stolen my heart

I watch you spin around in the highest heels
You are the best one, of the best ones
We all look like we feel

You have stolen my
You have stolen my heart

o pkinggan nyo ako kmanta...
take 1
stolen take1(dashb...

take 2
stolen take2(dashb...


ender

Posted on 7:13 PM

It's just like you to contest
you wear it like a label on your breast
 don't you see what this takes of me?
 A certain callousness complies
 with your charm & in your pride
 a hopeful look draped in despise.
I want to give you
 whatever you need.
 What is it you need?
 Is it what I need?
 I want to give you
 whatever you need.
 What is it you need?
 Is it within me?
It's hard to explain how I am getting by
 on so little from you.
 It's hard to believe that I would let myself
 get so wrapped in you.
 There's got to be something that would
 be worthwhile for me to give to you.
 We need a connection but you
 seem to push me far away from you.
The harder I push the further I fall.
 Well you don't mind me being headstrong.
 But you don't want to sing along.
 Maybe it's trite but I can always be wrong
 Try not to be wrong.

here's my version:

ender(cover).mp3

cute without the "e" (cut from the team)

Posted on 12:02 AM No Comments

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you never loved me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)

I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

here's my version of this song:
cute without the e...



i can hear my hatred

Posted on 12:12 AM No Comments

i hate the attraction...
i hate the scent
i hate your innocence...
i hate your elegance...

fingers flailing,
your lovely smile captivates me
enchanting eyes,
your kisses sent me flying

i
think
feel
breathe
HATRED

mesmerize me
captivate me
enchant me
kill this hatred

nothing better

Posted on 11:51 PM No Comments

Will someone please call a surgeon
Who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
That you're deserting for better company?
I can't accept that it's over...
I will block the door like a goalie tending the net
In the third quarter of a tied-game rivalry

So just say how to make it right
And i swear i'll do my best to comply

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together

I feel I must interject here you're getting carried away feeling sorry for yourself
With these revisions and gaps in history
So let me help you remember.
I've made charts and graphs that should finally make it clear.
I've prepared a lecture on why i have to leave

So please back away and let me go I can't my darling i love you so...

Oh, oh

Tell me am i right to think that there could be nothing better
Than making you my bride and slowly growing old together
Don't you feed me lines about some idealistic future
Your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures

I admit that i have made mistakes and i swear
I'll never wrong you again
You've got a lure i can't deny,
But you've had your chance so say goodbye Say goodbye
Postal Service-Not...



This is the best fight song for me...hehehe
The chic's voice is so soft and sweet...
and yet her words are so harsh...

the best deceptions

Posted on 8:14 PM No Comments

I heard about your trip.
I heard about your souvenirs.
I heard about the cool breeze, in the cool nights,
And the cool guys that you spent them with.
Well I guess I should have heard of them from you.
I guess I should have heard of them from you.
Don't you see, don't you see, that the charade is over?
And all the "Best Deceptions" and "Clever Cover Story" awards go to you.
So kiss me hard 'cause this will be the last time that I let you.
You will be back someday and this awkward kiss that tells of other people's lips will be of service to keeping you away.

I heard about your regrets.
I heard that you were feeling sorry.
I heard from someone that you wish you could set things right between us.
Well I guess I should have heard of that from you.
I guess I should have heard of that from you.

I'm waiting for blood to flow to my fingers,
I'll be all right when my hands get warm.Ignoring the phone,
I'd rather say nothing. I'd rather you'd never heard my voice.
You're calling too late too late to be gracious
you do not warrant long goodbyes.
Calling too late...
Calling too late...

here's my version of this song
the best deception...

empty apartment

Posted on 1:53 AM No Comments

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay
It's okay

here's my version of this song
empty apartment(co...

the good fight

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Consider the odds,
Consider the obvious.
The martyr is meaningless,
The campaign has died.
In the planning stages and the fallen faces
Are the singular proof that it was ever alive.

This purchased rebellion has been outbidded,
Denounced and rescinded and left to die championless.
I begged you not to go. I begged you, I pleaded.
Claimed you as my only hope
And watched the floor as you retreated.

Hope has sprung a perfect dive
A perfect day, a perfect lie.
A slowly crafted monologue conceding your defeat.

Does it comfort you to know you fought the good fight?
Basking in your victory,
Hollow and alone
While you boast your bitter bragging rights to anyone who'll listen.
While you're left with nothing tangible to gain.

here is my version of this song
the good fight(cov...

for you to notice

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i'm starting to fashion an idea in my head
where I would impress you
with every single word I said.
Would come out insightful...
or brave...
or smooth...
or charming...
and you'd want to call me...

and I would be there every time
you'd need me
I'd be there every time...

but for now I'll look so longingly waiting...
for you to want me...
for you to need me...
for you to notice me...

here's my version of this song
for you to notice(...

round one

Posted on 6:17 PM No Comments

i'm trapped in this prison
my mind can't escape
panic-stricken....
lost in this delusion
drifting...
wandering in my wretchedness

standing here
staring at a blank wall
waiting for your call

my mind tells me to hate you
yet my heart loves you so
my mind wants to move on
but my heart just can't let go

distant have i been
to everyone i know
totally absorbed in this mystery
of why you had to let go

standing here
staring at a blank wall
waiting for your call

my mind tells me to hate you
yet my heart loves you so
my mind wants to move on
but my heart just can't let go

i wont choose...
i wont decide...
i wanna stay here...
forever lost and empty...




gloom forever

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you are the princess of my darkest dreams
a perfect end for my bittersweet revenge

you are a worhty opponent
in defeat, i came crashing
you've taken my treasure
its essence, i never learned to hold

you made happiness escape from my soul
gloomy will be my days to come
forever trapped in grief's shadow

revenge for you...
let's settle the score

war within my thoughts
i know i can't win
an illussion of bliss
eternal melancholy within

i hate girls

Posted on 6:44 AM No Comments


frantic have i become
with all these worthless thoughts of you...
wretched and depressed
happiness seems so far away...

i hate girls...
and the girls will hate me...
i have no luck with girls...
and they'll find none with me...

distant have i been
to everyone who resembles you...
alone and cold
a gloomy day awaits...


i hate girls...
and the girls will hate me...
i have no luck with girls...
and they'll find none with me...

love hurts...
love is shit...
love really sucks...
yet it's all that i fuckin' need...


the velorium camper II: backend of forever

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Rocked silent in a soft lullaby
panic stirred me awakened by a ringing phone in time
where and when would I see her?
Crazy were the words that scribbled out your mouth
I stuttered replacing your face to those words
where and when would I kill her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I, I'll wish... to the bitter end of my day
Well, where were you?

So you had your turn and you made it work
now I'm the laughing stock of your joke
as crazy as it may seem I cried for you when you
told me to date all of the things that made you end up in my life
and I'll believe anything I have no luck with girls
I overheard that you were unhappy too
misleading trust into a relationship that makes no sense
over and out Connecticut
but you had your back turned there as you faded away
at the end of my day I found out
you weren't worth what I thought of you
what I thought of you

write this down in your diary you abuse
can we make plans can I just get through to you
is this weird...do I scare her?
I'll wish on this, I'll wish with this
I, I'll wish... that you could share the love you'd shared with others, with me

This isn't love so forever let it go...forever let it burn
This isn't love there on the backend of forever
I wish I would never hurt again

Coheed And Cambria...

the velorium camper III: al the killer

Posted on 8:23 PM No Comments

At birth given scars along tender heart liberties
injustice for awkward living situated casualties
they lay dead along your floor
careful not to wake them they're sleeping
in the morrows good mourning
the dying will discard the wish to live

Let this colony know in the name of the dead we're coming

When I kill her, I'll have her
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon your name
Die white girls, die white girls
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon the graves of the dead

You'll get nothing for something
arise the hidden war of a dead song, unsung
the night of your children's day
beneath the surface sealed by the floors boarded up
seal the lips of your voice with haste
and cower at the sounds as they make their way
surprise speed and malice
the opposing break the surface hold ready

Let this colony know in the name of the dead we're coming

When I kill her, I'll have her
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon your name
Die white girls, die white girls
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon the graves of the dead

Will the killing veil love should the heroes play dumb
but killing's no fun when the heroes are none

Let this colony know in the name of the dead we're coming

Bye, bye world, bye, bye world
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon your name
Die white girls, die white girls
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon the graves of the dead

Bye, bye world, bye, bye world
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon your name
Die white girls, bye, bye world
Dance upon the graves of the dead, upon the graves of the dead,
Upon the graves of the dead, upon the graves!

Coheed And Cambria...

hands down for kai

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Breathe in for luck.
Breathe in so deep.
This air is blessed, you share with me.
This night is wild, so calm and dull.
These hearts, they race, from self-control.
Your legs are smooth, as they graze mine.
We're doing fine.
We're doing nothing at all.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

The words are hushed, "let's not get busted."
Just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"Hey did you get some?"
Man that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close, they can't hear.
So we can get some.

My hopes are so high that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me?
So I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury, or wear as jewelry.
Whichever you prefer.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember.
Always remember the sound of the stereo.
The dim of the soft lights.
The scent of your hair, that you twirled in your fingers.
And the time on the clock, when we realized "It's so late!"
And this walk that we share together.
The streets were wet, and the gate was locked,
So I jumped it, and let you in.
And you stood at the door, with your hands on my waist.
And you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew...that you meant it.

hands down for kai...
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